xxjean733xx: hot guys!!
xxjean733xx: haha
EliseNicci: wha?
xxjean733xx: theres this rotc award cermony
xxjean733xx: downstairs
xxjean733xx: and buncha guys in uniform
EliseNicci: oooooh, damn, i wish i was thtere
EliseNicci: ooooh
xxjean733xx: u'd like it
xxjean733xx: haha

River City High Cops A Feel


this was the funnest nite ever. rose finally got the pics developed. see may 1st blog for a recap of the nite. hehe. that nite rocked!

Goose the Force: boink
EliseNicci: ditto boink

i keep rewriting and rewriting what i'm trying to say. i want to sit down, no i need to sit down and write jeff. i have to tell him so much and i want to hear from him so badly. but for some reason i can't seem to sit down and actually do it. i guess i'm scared that i won't be able to get my words right and scared at what he might say back or that he won't answer. i'm so bad at picking guys. i always end up with the guy that treats me horrible and never thinks about how i feel while i know that there are guys out there waiting who would treat me so much nicer. it never fails, but maybe it's just that old cliche that women tend to fall for bad guys or guys that will treat them bad, but i don't believe that. i just happen to see the better person that happens to be hidden inside. well i think i wanna be single for a while, or atleast till the next guy who is bad for me comes along.

What's Your Sexual MO? Find out @ She's Crafty

You're a sensualist, stimulated when all your senses are tingling. A soft stroke or a certain scent might be all you need to get geared up. You're artistic, impulsive and fun-loving, and require that same kind of play and spontaneity in your sex-life. You don't embark on any sexual escapades just to be able to say you did it. It needs to feel right to you for you to truely enjoy it. Your partners tend to be generous and sensitive in the sack.

if only they knew...

Auto response from EliseNicci: Take a Picture of Me Holding the Fish
Dr Claw09: * say cheese! **click** good one!*
Dr Claw09: thats a mighty big fish you have there

Auto response from EliseNicci: Take a Picture of Me Holding the Fish
Goose the Force: what fish?
Goose the Force: I want to know about this fish
EliseNicci: "the" fish
Goose the Force: "which" fish
Goose the Force: I want a fish too
EliseNicci: u don't get one
Goose the Force: pirhanna please
EliseNicci: nope. i'd like to keep you in one piece please
Goose the Force: ....i'm not gonna get in the water with the fish...
EliseNicci: yeah, know ing you, u'd get drunk and try and play with the fish
Goose the Force: haha
Goose the Force: i'd get thef ish drunk too

IVIr I3lue: elise if i was a puritan i would be a bad puritan
EliseNicci: why's that?
IVIr I3lue: because u are not suppose tod rink on sundays
EliseNicci: ah. well today is monday anyways
IVIr I3lue: oh shit
IVIr I3lue: it is
EliseNicci: yep
IVIr I3lue: wow
IVIr I3lue: that means i dont have class at 9 tomorrow
IVIr I3lue: that means i can drink a whole lot more

saw star wars today. ha! that movie rocked. also watched evolution with kirsten. funny movie. also watched the first 30 minutes of serendipity. good so far. watched too many movies today, i love that. so my roommate mel went to a rave last nite in LA. got home between 8-9 this morning. one of the guys she went with crashed in her bed, not with her though. kinda odd, like... why didn't she sleep in her bed and he sleep on the couch or something. don't kno where she crashed though. then later she was in erin's room (i think she was changing after being in the shower) and erin came home. she was all pissed that mel was in her room. it was funny.

IVIr I3lue: i like it when u stop by to surprise me
IVIr I3lue: but id ont like it when im not there

EliseNicci: damn sexy bitch, you are
hehe, i'm like yoda

i can't decide weither or not i hate you. and is it bad that i'm still jealous. u're nice, then u're mean, then u're nice. make up your fucking mind. sometimes you make me very unhappy. i don't know if i can do this. i want to but i don't know if i can. what am i supposed to do? this isn't fair. what did i do wrong and how can i make it right? i'm in a loss. ak! and i don't know how to tell you this. you won't answer me.

on another note...
sat nite: cool party. uh... hooked up with tex
tonite: boring ass! did nothing all day. but i'm getting a pizza so that'll make the day better.

no one wants to watch a movie with me. you people suck. treat me like a friend not your door mat.

so this weekend... so much has happened and it's barely started.
thursday nite: threw a surprise early b-day party for kirsten. she was soo surprised. she was all pissed at me cuz she thought i was saying things behind her back. it was way cool when she walked in the door. i made her favorite cookies and made sure she had the stuff to make martini's. i got sooo fucking wasted and was not feeling well the next morning. definetely not feeling well. i was pretty much the only one who brought alcohol to the party (even though i asked everyone to bring some) so now i'm sorta broke. not sorta. definetely. but it was worth it. kirsten had a great time and i made sure to invite all of her friends.
i dunno, i guess this is the type of thing i do for my friends. sometimes i wonder if those who are my friends realize how lucky they are. not to sound totally conceited, and i kno that just did, but i really make sure that my friends are taken care of. i guess that's just the way i am. yet no one realizes it.
friday: massively hungover. alcohol a big no no. for those of you who forgot, or were jerks and didn't ask how my friday nite was, it was fun. went to Islander at FiJi. saw the aquabats and Save Ferris. they both kicked ass and were major fun to see. i love save ferris.
xxjean733xx: hey\
EliseNicci: hey
xxjean733xx: yay i'm glad u had fun
xxjean733xx: i felt bad though cuz u were outside by urself
EliseNicci: it was way cool. nah, don't worry about it. i was engrossed in the music. it didn't really matter
xxjean733xx: haha
xxjean733xx: man i tried finding u guys so many times but i couldn't
EliseNicci: yeah, it was pretty crazy out there
xxjean733xx: yeah i have a bruise on my arm
EliseNicci: really? how'd u get that?
xxjean733xx: i think when we were in the front during aquabats
EliseNicci: ah, yeah probably. i got so squished last nite

tonite: dunno yet. gonna have fun though.

so some general feelings, thoughts, words, and randomness: 1) guys are totally and completely stupid. and they don't know how to treat girls, friends or girlfriends. you don't have to be so rude all the time. and don't skirt around the issue cuz ur'e such a fucking chickens and dumbasses. tell me the truth geez! "IVIr I3lue: well he is an idiot" 2) talked with some boys the last two nites. couldn't tell if they were flirting or being nice. they aren't usually nice like that. it'd be weird if they were flirting. 3) i don't think my roommate partied last nite. that'd be a first time this year i think. not sure, all i kno is when i came home at 12:30-1:00 last nite she was here and in "lazy, bumming around the house" clothes and seemed pretty sober. i was shocked. 4) registered for classes next fall a few days ago. only got 2 of the classes i wanted. but i can crash them later.
ok. i think that's it.

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so my nose is starting to peel. the freakin sun tricked me at extravaganza and didn't decide to come out from behind the clouds until i had gotten there and had forgotten to put on sunscreen. now i'm pink (-er then usual). i burnt my finger. i burnt it on mac n cheese. i am a complete loser. i almost washed my hair with face soap. 2 seconds later and i would have had a pimple free hairdo. i'm so out of it right now. i'm a total dork. not like being a dork is a bad thing. but i'm still a total dork.

Goose the Force: how much longer are you gonna be up?
EliseNicci: dunno
EliseNicci: por que?
Goose the Force: wondering...cause i'm not going to for a while
EliseNicci: why not?
Goose the Force: sleep is boring
EliseNicci: only cuz nothing happens
Goose the Force: maybe i could make something happen
Goose the Force: by controlling my dreams
EliseNicci: u could probably influence your dreams. like if u watch a lot of porn before going to bed, i'd bet u'd dream about nakedness
Goose the Force: got to be careful about mixups though
EliseNicci: how's that?
Goose the Force: like if I watch porn and then talk to ari
EliseNicci: HAHA

MedznSHANT: saturday...party at my place
EliseNicci: friday... party at my place

HA! daniel. i can do whatever the hell i want!

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Auto response from EliseNicci: buying supplies for my evil deeds, muahahahah
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Goose the Force: evil deeds or naughty deeds?
Goose the Force: it's an important distinction
Goose the Force: like...darth vader is evil, but darth maul is naughty
EliseNicci: lol. both. i'm evil and naughty
Goose the Force: awesome


Goose the Force: hey, that's my verb
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Auto response from EliseNicci: working, then classing, and possibly librarying
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EliseNicci: well i took it and i'm not giving it back
Goose the Force: librarying
Goose the Force: there
Goose the Force: still mine
Goose the Force: and you jocked all of our conversation, didn't leave me anything good for my blog
Goose the Force: sheesh
EliseNicci: sorry. u can double blog u kno
Goose the Force: nah, it's not right
EliseNicci: i've done it. and it's fine
Goose the Force: nah, when you did it, I said, "hah, that's dumb"
EliseNicci: well your opinion doesn't matter anyways
Goose the Force: it's the only opinion
EliseNicci: so. it still doesn't matter
Goose the Force: i forgot what your opinion was already

i have this nagging feeling that someting's going to happen. this pit in the bottom of my stomach. then i realize it's just the paper i have due in 4 hours that i've barely worked on. ak!

so today is Jeff's 23rd bithday. i wish he was here. i wish i had some way to get in contact with him to tell him happy birthday and to just talk to him. i've been thinking about him alot the last few days, weeks, months... i was so ready to spend the rest of my life with him and to be honest i still think that might happen. sometimes it hurts so much and i don't know who to talk to. sometimes i just need a hug from the man i love but he no longer exists. he just walked away from me with no explaination. no true reason. i feel so lost without him sometimes. i saw rory on saturday at extravaganza. he said jeff was probably in malaysia or somewhere, "off in his own little world". talking with rory dredged up a lot of old feelings. of how jeff betrayed me, and lied to me, but how great he was to me sometimes and how i still loved him because i thought i saw the inner good person. maybe i was just being nieve, blinded by the stories he told me. but i really saw the real person... and no one else saw it. i knew the pain and struggles he went through and the mistakes he made and i was supposed to be the one who would be there for him always, through all of that. but maybe he didn't see that. i also found out yesterday that my roommate knew something about him that she wasn't supposed to know. i guess joanna or leigh told her. they probably told the rest of my roommates too. joanna's such a bitch for telling leigh. i thought i could trust her. jeff was... the man of my dreams. he was smart, handsome, and was supposed to give me everything i dreamed of. it was everything we both dreamed of. and now it's just some phantom dream i happen to have on occasion. maybe he was right. maybe we fell in love too soon. but i really loved him for who he was. and maybe i don't love him anymore. it's hard loving someone who treated me the way he did sometimes, and lied to me. but i want him back in my life. even if it's just as friends. i want him back in my life. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFF

the softball tourny was soo much fun. i think i played pretty well. got an RBI and made a couple good plays. also gotta hang out with UCen cuties ryan and kevin. kevin gave me a ride home too. mmm, he's yummy. all those guys are so much fun. next year we're gonna kick some ass.

oh yeah, jason's no longer cool. he's stupid. does he not realize what he's giving up? blonde, blue-eyed babe with nice tits. and a great personality to top that. not to mention the fact that i have a shitload of guys lined up who would jump at the chance to take me out. wtf!

whoa!! what the hell was that? my body was just taken over by a psychotic concieted bitch. exorcist style. whew. that was weird. now that i'm back down to earth and the evil demons have been expelled from my body, jason's not stupid. he's still a cool guy. and it's not a shitload of guys. maybe 5.

i was nothing but nice
i was nothing but cool
so why do i mean nothing to you?

the APB so far on this weekend:

zebrahead is way cool in concert.
extravaganza was fun.
mike is the nicest guy in the world.
had a weird dream again about JJ on thurs nite.
saw rory at extravaganza.
i feel so lost right now. no one has any answers.
fucking mike drank all my alcohol.
phat party at the DP house.
can't wait for the softball tournament tomorrow.

when i figure more out on the other situations i'll let you know

CalPolyBatBoy: MTFBWY

convo with me and jason. and a robot. haven't hung out with jason in about 2 weeks. bummed out cuz he's cool. but hopefully we'll hang out this weekend.

EliseNicci: bleh
Dr Claw09: blarg!
EliseNicci: werk is sllooooowww
Dr Claw09: homework is slllooowww
EliseNicci: u not done yet?
Dr Claw09: nope
Dr Claw09: lots left
EliseNicci: :(
EliseNicci: well i gotta get back to work
EliseNicci: have fun with your hw
Dr Claw09: awww
Dr Claw09: back at school?
EliseNicci: i'm at work yeah
Dr Claw09: ohh hehe
Dr Claw09: you slacker! ; )
EliseNicci: how am i a slacker? i'm working
Dr Claw09: no you arent you are talking to me!
EliseNicci: but i'm still working
Dr Claw09: uh huh
EliseNicci: u aren't doing your hw
Dr Claw09: sure i am!
EliseNicci: no u're not. u're talking ot me
Dr Claw09: no i have a robot typing
Dr Claw09: hes smart
EliseNicci: anything's smart compared to u
Dr Claw09: you mean me, the robot, yes you are right
Dr Claw09: jason is much smarter than me
EliseNicci: no i mean u (the robot) are smarter then jason
EliseNicci: probably cuter too
Dr Claw09: i am a damn sexy robot
EliseNicci: ha u wish
EliseNicci: robot's can't be sexy
EliseNicci: but u're probalby sexier then jason
Dr Claw09: thats what you think
EliseNicci: he's not that sexy
Dr Claw09: he turns me on, every morning
EliseNicci: lol
Dr Claw09: so i can type
Dr Claw09: does that make him sexy?
EliseNicci: no. he's not sexy
Dr Claw09: but he turns me on!!
EliseNicci: yeah, with an on-button
Dr Claw09: is that cheating or somthing?
EliseNicci: that doesn't work on humans, mr. robot man
Dr Claw09: jason says you have an on button too
EliseNicci: he hasn't used my on-button in a while. i think he's taking a liking to u
Dr Claw09: see i am a sexy robot!
EliseNicci: haha
Dr Claw09: dont worry, jason is ignoring me too, he's doing silly homework
EliseNicci: yeah, i'm used to that. he's always ignoring me
Dr Claw09: he busy though
EliseNicci: he should make u do his hw
EliseNicci: yeah
Dr Claw09: engineering is hard for him
Dr Claw09: soo.. do you like metal?
EliseNicci: LOL
Dr Claw09: you are breaking my silicon heart
EliseNicci: haha. metal music, yes
EliseNicci: metal people, not sure
EliseNicci: never met one
Dr Claw09: well theres a first for everything@
Dr Claw09: well jason has to go get storage for the summer and he says i use to much power so he is turning me off
EliseNicci: u should come to lunch with me on friday mr. robot, cuz jason will probably still be doing hw or sleeping
EliseNicci: ok
EliseNicci: bye mr.robot
Dr Claw09: by ms elise

"We are not human beings having a spiritual experience. We are spiritual beings having a human experience."

so this guy came by work today. freakin cute and with a british accent. oooh baby. this is a conversation w/ rose (co-worker) and hattie (her roomie), i talk in it a bit too. and yes, i was literally ROFL. u have no idea how funny.

Rose Eat World: omg
Rose Eat World: cute guy
Rose Eat World: yummy
PreciousXHattie: lol
Rose Eat World: he just came by to the desk
PreciousXHattie: oooohhh
Rose Eat World: omg so cute
Rose Eat World: british accent
Rose Eat World: yummy
Rose Eat World: ahh
PreciousXHattie: WOW
PreciousXHattie: A BRITISH ACCENT
PreciousXHattie: RUN ROSE
PreciousXHattie: GO GET HIM
PreciousXHattie: just tackle him
Rose Eat World: okay... im off
PreciousXHattie: go hurry
PreciousXHattie: run
Rose Eat World: hey hattie, it's elise
Rose Eat World: rose just left
PreciousXHattie: hello
Rose Eat World: she just ran out the door
PreciousXHattie: did rose go get the guy?????
PreciousXHattie: hahahahha
Rose Eat World: screamin like a banchy
PreciousXHattie: lol
PreciousXHattie: that is our rose
PreciousXHattie: I love her
Rose Eat World: haha. i'm literaly ROFL
PreciousXHattie: oh god
PreciousXHattie: what??
PreciousXHattie: tell me
PreciousXHattie: oh dear god
Rose Eat World: i can't stop laughinh
Rose Eat World: g
PreciousXHattie: she has not had that much sleep
PreciousXHattie: she is a little loopy now
Rose Eat World: rose it back
PreciousXHattie: haha
PreciousXHattie: what happend??
Rose Eat World: yummy
PreciousXHattie: LOL
PreciousXHattie: did you run and catch him and bite him???
Rose Eat World: yeah i took a bit
Rose Eat World: a big one
Rose Eat World: yummy
PreciousXHattie: hahaa
PreciousXHattie: oh dear
PreciousXHattie: rose

rose didn't really go run after the guy, but the thought of it was sooo funny. i guess u had to be there. it was hilarious. i really was ROFL. i just sorta fell off the chair. HAHA

rose: eewww, no more kissy face. yucky. stop it. kissy kissy. no more kissy face

Goose the Force: howd your mt go?
EliseNicci: eh. it was ok
Goose the Force: did you win?
EliseNicci: not even close. i got creamed. but i think i got sympathy points from the crowd

EliseNicci: bleh
Goose the Force: ey
EliseNicci: ey ey ey ey
EliseNicci: give me fuel give me fire give me that which i desire
EliseNicci: oh, whoops. i thought we were at a metallica concert
Goose the Force: gimme an M!
Goose the Force: gimme an E!
EliseNicci: M
EliseNicci: E
Goose the Force: Gimme a T!
EliseNicci: TT
EliseNicci: hehe
Goose the Force: gimme fuel gimme fire...
EliseNicci: gimme that which i DESIRE
Goose the Force: I desire another heineken

Goose the Force: *sigh*
EliseNicci: wassup?
Goose the Force: she asks "how old are you" pretty often
Goose the Force: don't know if that's good or bad
Goose the Force: i'll just say "good," and go with it
EliseNicci: probably just checking to make sure u're legal. so she won't get in trouble when she jumps you
Goose the Force: eeexcelent

EliseNicci: why are u up so late then?
Goose the Force: bed just hasn't approached me yet
Goose the Force: bad cause class at 8am
EliseNicci: yeah, not good
Goose the Force: but i'll sit in the back and sleep through it
Goose the Force: i am literally bringing a pillow to it
EliseNicci: lol
Goose the Force: i've improvised pillows in the past, but no more
EliseNicci: pillows should come standard on all seats in lecture halls
Goose the Force: seriously
Goose the Force: what pisses me off is that my physics lecture hall has these hard seats
Goose the Force: lean your head back and it hurts after ten seconds
EliseNicci: yeah those suck. i find it odd that seats aren't more comfortable.
EliseNicci: it's like they don't want us to sleep
Goose the Force: strangeness
Goose the Force: because sleep is good for academic performance
Goose the Force: I found a corellation this quarter, seriously
Goose the Force: the classes I slept the most in, I got better midterm grades on
EliseNicci: are u serious?
EliseNicci: that's funny
Goose the Force: circuits: conked out the whole time, 30% above the mean
EliseNicci: nice

EliseNicci: hey babe
LazyEggy: hey
EliseNicci: u wanna take my pstat midterm for me tomorroe
EliseNicci: w?
LazyEggy: sure
EliseNicci: sweet
EliseNicci: i'ts at 2 in chem 1179
EliseNicci: :-)
LazyEggy: ok
LazyEggy: i'll be there
EliseNicci: cool
EliseNicci: thanks

HA! i wish

oh my gosh! i just saw dolphins jumping around in the ocean from by balcony. it was so nice. i have the greatest view in all the world. this rocks!

so i was gonna do this whole long blog about my feelings on a lot of issues that are bothering me right now but i'm not ready to take off the masks. so you get stuck with another one of these "who are you like" quizzes.



Who's SCREAM Do You Posess?
Quiz by Steph or Steph

Goose the Force: hey, this means you're my master

Which Star Wars character are you?

so River City High finally updated their tour diary and no mention of the two hot girls they met in goleta (go-lee-ta, not go-let-ah). we need to remind them that River City High cops a feel. can't wait to see the picture

my computer decided it didn't like me for a while and wasn't letting my internet work. but i made a few virgin sacrifices and chopped off a few chicken heads and now it's happy with me. so here's a few updates (yeah i kno it's long but deal with it):

EliseNicci: how's your midterm's going?
Goose the Force: midterms?
Goose the Force: you mean they test us?
Goose the Force: before finals?
Goose the Force: shit...
EliseNicci: what class?
Goose the Force: circuits
EliseNicci: ew
Goose the Force: it's ok, it's my bitch

Goose the Force: it's like, "damn G, that shit was phat, gotta give you props for that"

EliseNicci: i think i pushed a wrong button on accident
Goose the Force: you could have killed somebody
Goose the Force: be more careful
EliseNicci: sorry about that
EliseNicci: won't happen agian

EliseNicci: so go pick up some hot chick and take her with you
CalPolyBatBoy: that depressing too. Spending your birthday with a random person.
CalPolyBatBoy: its like saying, hi i have no friends.
EliseNicci: aw :-( u have plenty of friends
EliseNicci: u're so popular. u know me now. that gives u quadruple the cool points u had before
CalPolyBatBoy: Yah, but i know danny too.
EliseNicci: hmm, ur'e right. that drops u about 10 cool points
CalPolyBatBoy: hehe
CalPolyBatBoy: actualy since he owns his mustang i think thats only -8
EliseNicci: yeah. i forgot to factor in the fact that he now owns a sports car. i'd say actually a -7
CalPolyBatBoy: But its a girlie mustang
EliseNicci: true. it's not a convertable. so it's a -8
CalPolyBatBoy: he said so himself. All you never see guys driving his car

Dr Claw09: sorry i missed lunch today, i had lots of hw to finish

EliseNicci: what did u do, besides studying?
Dr Claw09: class, food
Dr Claw09: ate a pund burger today
Dr Claw09: pound
Dr Claw09: just cause we had to
Dr Claw09: hehe it was funny
EliseNicci: had to?
Dr Claw09: so big
Dr Claw09: brian and i said we were going to eat a pound burger at least once
Dr Claw09: today was the day

Dr Claw09: what about you?
EliseNicci: being bored and talking to you
EliseNicci: talking to u of course makes me a little less bored
Dr Claw09: just a slight bit?
EliseNicci: only a little bit
Dr Claw09: 2% less bored?
EliseNicci: i'd say about 8%
Dr Claw09: sweet!

EliseNicci: you snore like a big moose. i'm surprised brian gets any sleep
Dr Claw09: big drunk moose?
EliseNicci: haha, yeah
Dr Claw09: that bad huh?
EliseNicci: ur'e always drunk
EliseNicci: hehe
EliseNicci: nah, i'm just kidding
Dr Claw09: no im not!
EliseNicci: u're very peaceful
Dr Claw09: im not war like?
EliseNicci: war like??
Dr Claw09: opposite if peaceful?
EliseNicci: still confused by the question
Dr Claw09: me too
Dr Claw09: : (
EliseNicci: :-)
Dr Claw09: boo!
EliseNicci: ahhhh!!!!
EliseNicci: stop doing that
Dr Claw09: muhahaha!
EliseNicci: i gots shivers all up and down my back
Dr Claw09: liar liar pants on fire
EliseNicci: my pants are not on fire!
EliseNicci: that would hurt
Dr Claw09: ive never had it happen to me
Dr Claw09: but i can predict you re right
EliseNicci: i'd probably end up lighting my pants on fire one day though. i'm such a closet pyro
Dr Claw09: let me know wheny ou do, i wanna vidotape it!

so i got this phone call tonite. trouble is when my roommate handed me the phone, whoever was on the line hung up. now i'm sure it was just somebody whose cell phone cut out or maybe some cute guy calling to ask me out but chickened out (ha! i wish) but... deep in the pit of my stomach i wonder... what if it was jeff. calling me from some exotic port in tokyo or singapore. i've been thinking about him a little lately and i can't keep doing this to myself. when we were going out everytime the phone would ring my heart and stomach would leap in anticipation of it being jeff on the phone. it's self destructive and i know it. what am i supposed to do? i'm almost certain i'm not in love with him anymore, (it's hard to love someone who broke my heart like he did) but i still care about him... so much. and now i'm sitting here an hour after the phone call and no one has called back for me. it was probably someone else on the phone anyways, someone who dialed the wrong number or for some reason had to hang up the phone quickly. but what if... :*(

this is hard but i know that u're all smart and you can get it.

There are 5 houses in 5 different colors. In each house lives a person of a different nationality. The 5 owners drink a certain type of beverage, smoke a certain brand of cigar, and keep a certain pet. Using the clues below can you determine who owns the fish?

The Brit lives in a red house.
The Swede keeps dogs as pets.
The Dane drinks tea.
The green house is on the left of the white house.
The green house owner drinks coffee.
The person who smokes Pall Mall rears birds.
The owner of the yellow house smokes Dunhill.
The man living in the house right in the middle drinks milk.
The Norwegian lives in the first house.
The man who smokes Blend lives next door to the one who keeps cats.
The man who keeps horses lives next door to the man who smokes Dunhill.
The owner who smokes Blue Master drinks beer.
The German smokes Prince.
The Norwegian lives next to the blue house.
The man who smokes Blend has a neighbor who drinks water.

i just want a little definition of what this is, that's all

the world is coming to an end. daniel changed his blog template. it's the third sign of the apocalypse, along with me actually getting a B- on my pstat midterm and me actually being able to hit a softball or baseball. everyone please remain calm. do not panic. walk slowly towards the nearest exit and once you get outside run like screaming mad. fuck it man, i want chaos!

ok yeah that last character quiz was lame. i swear i'm 19 not 9. but hey i going through a lame phase right now. but i'm work through it and i'll be my normal self again. promise

which children's storybook character are you?

at jason's. i didn't come here to just fool around and then go to sleep. sorta wanted to hang out but that's not seeming to happen. he's on the phone... again. i think he's forgotten i'm here.

so i walk into art history today and my TA says "I have good news and I have even gooder news."
good news: no class today. the professor is sick
gooder news: midterm that was supposed to be on tuesday next week is now moved to thursday.

went to Something's Fishy for jenn's (roomie for next year) b-day. had a lot of fun. i can't wait to live with those girls next year.

Damn, I felt like some real sex tonite. -Darcy
hehe, my ears are still ringing a little. that rocks!
Man, I feel like a woman

do you think i'm approachable? if you saw me across a room or if we had a class together would you approach me?

oh my gosh!!! the show rocked. my ears are still ringing. so here's what went down.

3:45 Rose (co-worker) tells me Sugar Cult is playing in goleta tonite. (i didn't even know there was a place for bands in goleta)
7:30 Rose picks me up
7:45 get to the Living Room. Current band: Lefty. lotsa fun. way awesome. this 12 year old boy, Austin, went on stage and sung one of their songs. it was so cool to see this little kid rocking out to a punk song
8:15 next band: River City High. oh my gosh they kicked ass. kinda like Midtown. all the members were way cute! and really good songs too. some stupid bitch kept trying to start a mosh pit but no one else really wanted to so pretty much she was just running in circles all by herself. the lead singer, James, kept calling goleta go-let-ah. Rose pointed out to him that it was go-lee-ta but he decided to change the name to babylon. hehe.
9:20 last band: Sugar Cult. we got up front for this one. Rose was way excited. the lead singer pointed at me and the guitar player smiled at me. yeah Rose was right, i worked my magic. ;) the little kid came back on stage and played the guitar part for one of their songs. he was so good, i wish i could play guitar like that. they were a really good band but they didn't have any really cute members so i was bummed about the lack of eye candy.
10:15 concert's over. stopped by the River City High table to get a t-shirt. one of the guitar players, Mark, was behind the table helping sell stuff. flirted with him a little bit. he complimented my breasts in the new t-shirt i bought. we talked to two of the members for a while, including the way cute james. i talked with him for a little bit, damn he's cute. we got a picture with Mark and James. Mark did a fake breast grab for the pic. i can't wait to see it. ahhh the concert was soooooo coool!!!!!! i love punk concerts!

summary: spontaneity is cool. little kid with too much talent is no fair. bouncing off the walls. welcome to babylon. River City High Cops A Feel.

so i think all of daniel's friends and roommates should IM me. (yeah again with daniel, but i've fallen head over heels for him, literally). because some of them already do and well frankly i have no friends of my own and i want to steal daniel's. he doesn't need friends anyways, he's gonna be an astronaut. it's lonely in space and he needs to get used to it.

i'm gonna go see sugar cult tonite. aren't u jealous. maybe instead i should prepare for my midterm and work on my paper, but hey, this is college, i can do it at 2am and it'll be fine. ;)